Inside the Machine

Lay still.

hmmmmm
buzzzzzzzzz. JINK!!!

Chuck, chuck, chuck
SHPEHHHHHHHH BANG!!!

Bombs dropping all around. I’m enclosed.
Nowhere to go. Nowhere to hide.
Uproar the bind, constraining me to my mind.
Bombs fall on my head. Hope I’m not dead.

Lay still.

Jack hammers breaking stone. I’m surrounded.
Digging a pit around me. Trapping me.
Panic on my face. Facing tall walls with no escape.
Jack hammers eat concrete. I can’t feel my feet.

Lay still.

Kangaroos kicking my chest. I’m reverberating.
Thumping me. Repeatedly.
Vibrations in my brain. Arms numb with strain.
Kangaroos knock out my breath. This machine is death.

Lay still.

Minutes leaving my cognition. I’m entranced.
Slipping into panic. World fades to timeless state.
There is no trend. I see no end.
Minutes stretch into chaos. Instinct says fight, turn and toss.

Lay still.

Thoughts multiplying like cancer. I’m engulfed.
Stealing focus. Mind jumps like lightning.
Brainwaves are too choppy. Images come out sloppy.
Thoughts scream fear. MRI lady says “try again dear.”

Lay still.

Road Trip Reads – Part 3

For the one and a half years we roomed together, I could depend on Alex Cagle to answer “yes” when asked to accompany me on an adventure. From numerous poorly planned fishing trips to crossing the catwalk under a Tennessee River bridge, he was always up for new experiences. In this time Alex transitioned from a reluctant tag-along to an adventurous spirit who suggested and planned trips. For this reason, I have asked him to suggest three books to consider reading on your next road trip or adventure. Without further ado, Alex Cagle:

My Side of the Mountain by Jean Craighead George

One of the most quintessential books to connect readers to nature is My Side of the Mountain. In this story a fifteen-year-old boy named Sam leaves his family and goes off to live in the forest and mountains of upstate New York. Almost every boy at one time or another has dreamed about leaving civilization behind and living on his own in the woods, and My Side of the Mountain captures that imagination and lets the reader live out that fantasy through Sam. Technically it is a children’s book, but it is a timeless classic that every adult should read to be reminded of the inner child that lives inside us all.

Corsair by Clive Cussler

For something a little more heart pounding, look no further than the writings of Clive Cussler. Cussler is a former Navy man who has written literally scores of action/spy novels, so narrowing it down to one suggestion is rather difficult. But if I had to choose one, it would have to be Corsair. The hero of the novel is the Chairman of the Corporation Juan Cabrillo. Fed up with the red tape that surrounded the United States secret services he left the CIA and founded his own spy agency for hire. Operating out of their high tech base inside a ship called The Oregon, they only use their power for good. The Oregon is unique in that it has state of the art engines that give the ship enormous speed and maneuverability by stripping ions from ocean water, allowing it to never refuel. The ship also has one other feature: its exterior looks absolutely decrepit, helping the ship enter any port with complete anonymity. In this installment the Secretary of State has vanished, and it is up to The Corporation to find her before a summit in Tripoli that will decide the fate of the Middle East. If you’re looking for a heart racing page turner then look no further.

The Inferno by Dante Alighieri

Lastly, but probably most importantly, is The Inferno, the first part of Dante Alighieri’s masterpiece The Divine Comedy. One of the first literary pieces of the Renaissance, The Inferno is an epic poem that describes Dante’s decent led by Virgil through the literal depths of Hell. Note that undertaking this path with Dante and Virgil is not for the faint of heart. As an epic poem, The Inferno is filled with poetic language, so it requires more concentration to read than other texts. It also depicts sinners being tortured for their sins in gruesome detail in the nine levels of Hell. However, for the brave of heart and mind The Inferno is a must read for any individual who considers himself or herself enlightened. One of the pillars of Western literature for over seven hundred years, The Inferno is truly epic.